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RFI In examining my diary of late, and particularly after reading the entries I've uploaded to cover the last week, it occurs to me that this thing has basically turned into a gay porn flick starring yours truly. I don't know how I feel about this. I know that this diary is of me, by me, and for me, but I care, too, what the readers think, and I wonder if people are becoming alienated and would rather I just kept my sexperiences to myself and returned to whatever random things I used to rant and rave poetic about. Admittedly, the last week has been a wild aberration; anytime I hit it with five guys in the course of a week, something is obviously very wrong. I don't know what's come over me, lately, though, apart from the season and maybe the fact that I enjoy reading sex chronicles in other people's diaries (Faux-homo, traumatease, ryan8-5cut, jonathan29, and gaysm, among others, have been known to give me wood at work.) I really want to know what people think, though, so if you read this, feel free to leave a note (Click "Scribbles" -- this option is only open to fellow D'Landers) or shoot me an e-mail (Click "Telegrams") to tell me all about how you feel. Don't hold anything back; just feel free to vent as much or as little as you'd like, on the assigned topic or not, as you wish. I will say that part of my misgiving is tied to the fear that someone whom I actually know might be reading this. In some cases, I don't really mind, and I have given the URL to people I think would actually be cool with what I write here. In many other cases, though, (possibly including some people to whom I've given the address that I now think I ought not to have) it would bother me rather a lot to think that certain people might be reading all these lurid details. My family, of course, would be the worst. (I pray they aren't as internet-savvy as I fear they might be in the process of becoming.) I'll leave this here for a few days, until a handful of the Faithful weigh in on this issue, assuming anyone even cares. In the meantime, I'll be keeping my thoughts in my notebook, for uploading when I feel I have the direction I need to continue. r
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